I hope I can fulfill every idea that strikes my mind. I swear I can do it... What else? Gotta drop my handicap to below 10 in order for me to play in the A` division next year. I merely have got one more year. After next year, I probably gotta play in those Amateur Open... My current handicap is 10. But there's no way I can play like a 10 handicapper! I always played 80+ or sometimes even 90+. Once or twice 70+... What the hell...? I just can't have my fullest concentration during my training section! I just whack and bash the golf balls. ( correct term is "hit"....? ) My whole mind is just her... I completely have got no mood to play! Losing my composure at every swing I attempted to hit golf balls. There are many things in my mind which I just can't figure them out. I kinda stupid ya...? Crying over spilled milk... Circling my thoughts around something which I can never get an outcome. I'm still okay cos now it's school holidays. Whenever I'm vexed, I can just go out and take a stroll.. Maybe spend money or wadever... But what about school days? I'll see her everyday... Somemore her class is just next door. What can I do if my mind get bloody complicated in the school? Listening to MP3? Draw funny things on a memo pad? These are what probably I'll do in the past... But now...? Maybe a sight of her is the best remedy. Wadever... Wadever.

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d`valentine