Hey nicole...She's an angel to you, but a devil to me... =)

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So after all the tears and everything, I've came up with a cool conclusion, not giving a damn about it anymore... Why? Because I ain't wasting my life just like that.. ^^

Well, glad to hear that gao de is feeling better already. Hahas... All I wish now is, we can still be as close, just like what we used to be even though we'll not be in the same class next year. Will I? Anyway, gao de, jia you! ^^ And also not forgetting all my classmates this year, all the best for the year 2007!

On the coming 2 months of holiday, there'll be lots of things for me to do or complete. Firstly and the most important thing, improve on my schoolwork. Although I managed to promote to 4E next year, my results were not really impressive. So I'll be working hard on it and get ready for my O'level next year. Next, golfing. Well, I think I'll not be going for any competition this season for one simple reason, my back still unwell. However, I feeling much more better compared to the middle of this year. So I'll be training up again over the holidays. The best is, to drop my handicap from 10 to 7. That's my target! =)

As for that someone out there, I feel completely nothing but disappointment. Extremely disappointed. I thought she'll be changing to the better however, it happened in the opposite way... But what can I do?

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So that's the end of my sec 3 camp. An average one from my perspective. Activities were interesting and challenging though however, some of the members in my group simply sucks, a big time.

Well, still gotta mention this, some of the members in my group were great! So can conclude that it's a mixture of goodies and badies ba... geez.. =)

And for the past 3 days, I'm feelin' under the weather. For a simple reason, seeing the things which I hated to see and it just happened right in front of my eyes. However, do I have a choice? The other party seems to enjoy also. Yes, I'm jealous ok... Damn it. Screw that. Really feel like punching that guy whenever I see him. Hehe.. ;)

Alright, about the results... Well, I've passed, promoted to sec 4 express next year but I ain't happy at all... I'm not, I'M NOT! I'll be losing lots of my friends. "gao de, cassan and robin..." Guess my class wouldn't be interesting without their present next year...

I really have got no idea what to say now, damn upset for gao de la... UPSET OKAY!?!? I really wish to turn back the time. Or if I can, I'll demolish the fact and change it to a more favourable one.

I'll stop here. Not felling very well now..

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So after all, it's still a fulfilling day for me today... =)

School was really boring today, only thing I did was talking and playing PSP. However, with friends' company and somehow or rather, I felt much more better!

Bell goes and past my unofficially final school day for the academic year. Went to jp with candis after that. Ate lunch and stroll around the shopping centre. Feeling a little unwell at the same time.. Hahas... So I went home and rest a little. Intend to go out after that but it's when I realised that my atm card's still with robin. Hahas..

Rushing for time now!!!

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Just back home now, tired. But won cash from Robin today so I'm pleased. Chopped it around like a spaz though...

So this morning, I shall say that my school's "hall" had turn into a "hell" once again. With endless presentation and everything. Screw that. Woke up early and rush to school like hell, yet to be there on time to waste my time. Weird right?

Back to the class, miss loh showed us our 2nd combined results and I'm pleased. And also, she showed us our cca records and I'm so pissed when I saw the print-out. None of my competitions were recorded though I passed entry forms to the school for endorsement. So I gotta recall back all the tournaments I've took part in for the pass 3 years. However, couldn't manage to recall every single one. This is the records in my computer:

2004

2nd National Inter-School Golf Championships, Seletar Country Club
(28-30 May 2004)

Volkswagen Junior Golf Championships, Laguna National GCC
(16-19 Nov 2004 )

Accenture Champion of Champions, Laguna National GCC
(24-27 Nov 2004)

Callaway World Junior Open, San Diego
(5-8 Dec 2004)


2005

Singapore Junior Golf Championships, Tanah Merah Country Club
(14-17 Dec 2005)

JGF-Tanah Merah International Junior Golf Invitational, TMCC Garden Course
(22-24 Dec 2004)

Golfer's Place, Sembawang Junior Golf Challenge
(30 Jan 2005)

Home Team Western Sector Golf Tournament 2005, Seletar GCC
(15 Apr 2005)

Asia Pacific Junior Golf Championships, SICC
(23 - 26 May 2005)

DBS Junior Golf Challenge Leg 1, SICC Island Course
(8-9 June 2005)

Orchid CC Junior Golf Invitational
(14-16 June 2005)

Singapore Junior Golf Championships, Keppel Golf Club
(21-23 June 2005)

3rd National Inter-School Golf Championships, Seletar Country Club
(11-12 July 2005)

MOE Selection Trials - ASEAN Combined Schools, Seletar GCC
(13-16 Aug 2005)

Singapore National Amateur Championship, Sembawang CC
(23-24 Aug 2005)

DBS Junior Golf Challenge Leg 2, Warren Golf and Country Club
(5-6 Sept 2005)

SICC Junior Invitational Golf Championships
(13 - 15 Dec 2005)


2006

4th National Inter-School Golf Championships, Seletar GCC
(30 May - 1 Jun 2006)

Seletar GT-Junior Open 2006, Seletar GCC
(6 - 8 Jun 2006)



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Okay, I'm not exactly in a peachy mental state but here it goes...

Well, was really a relief that I've cleared my english language for the examinations. Finally, my heart is at ease when I learned that I'll be able promote to Sec 4 Express next year.

However, this wasn't a great thing, though. Cos some of my friends may not *touch wood* be able to make it. Haiz... Just feelin' kind of down. Really hope that every of my classmates will be able to study in the same class next year. Really...

Was feeling kinda "xin suan" when I saw jerena standing outside the class alone, no idea what's she was thinking about at that moment (but definitely about the results), and her tears' rolling down her cheeks. I was wondering, why would god be so cruel to such a hardworking girl? I know she've been studying and working very hard for the exams, I can tell that. However, the results ain't really impressing for her ya? But... we know that she had done her best already... And she's commentably positive to face the fact. So.. I shall say that I'm very proud of her!!! =)

So after school, was supposed to go to town with candis but something's up so I'm not able to go with her. I'm sorry candis... =(

After I finished up the golf matters, bowled with robin and vincent. 1 up and 3 down. Damn it. Lost 2 bucks to robin because of that stupid guy.

Supposed to have breakfast with charlene tmr morning but she's meeting up the whoever so I'm NOT joining them. Hahas.. It's also a good thing too as I could be able to rest for another hour.. ^^

- Jerena, I know you've done your best already.. Very proud of you also... But, no matter what the outcome will be, rmb that you have your friends with you by your side always! You ain't walking the way alone. Cheer up!!! I wanna see Gao De smiling always. Hahas... Well, wish you all the best for your future's endeavor! =)

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A non-fictional story about 3 weirdos, me, jing yuan and candis. Hahas..

Candis, jing yuan and I went out yesterday. Met up candis and took mrt and yuan met us at 2 stations later. Alight at buona vista and walked to holland village. Candis wanna have pasta for lunch but there's none suits us. So went to a food court and we agreed that we'll have a better meal at night. Jing yuan bought a bowl of dessert and after she finished, she overturn the bowl and sticking out the spoon, placed like a totoise. Hahas.. I saw that and I deliberately hit the table and the bowl falls onto the ground, followed by a loud clash. Hahas...

So after that, went into a supermarket and bought drinks and bread. Headed to botanic garden next. After a long walk, finally came to a pond behind the symphony stage. Started feeding the fishes, totoises and birds. So cute lor... Hahas... Well, after that, walked straight in and saw a place named "evolution garden". Took some pictures there and on the way, the path leads us to a shelter, it's where we feed the mosquitoes endless blood supply! So as we walk, it comes the exit beside the toilet when we walked straight up again. Well, intend to go to the nearest bus stop and just board any bus and see where'd it brings us to. However, on the way, saw a supermarket. Enters and the air conditioner was impressively cooling. When we look around, I saw an aluminum container and this is when my wild idea strikes my mind. ~Barberque~! So I told them what I was thinking and they agreed. So we started to grab the necessary stuffs for bbq and made payment.

Things we bought:

- Packet of chicken wings with 7 mid-wings inside;
- Packet of chicken breast meat;
- Bacon;
- Sausages
- Iron mash
- Charcoal
- Fire Starter
- Paper plates
- Serviettes
- 2 disposable aluminum container
- 2 bottles of 1.5 litre drinks
- Bottle of distilled water
- Satay sticks
- Lighters

Actually, wanted to do it in the botanic garden. However, happened to find out that there are timing, as if, they'll be closing at a certain time. So we walked to the bus-stop and look at the bus directories for directions. And I saw, Mac Ritchie reservoirs! So we took the bus along bukit timah road.

When we reached, walk in from the deserted pathway and reached a wooden pathway. Along the pathway, saw some monkeys besides. I told the girls to beware of them as they'll attack people. Guess what? They really did, victim was jing yuan. No injuries but the monkey made a hole to the plastic bag and a can of drink and the satay sticks dropped and went into the water. Hahas.. So we went against the original direction and finally came to a patch of grassland. Sat down and rest for a while before starting up the fire.

Well, have had a hard time starting up the fire as I've got zero experience for starting a successful one cos I've failed many times in the past. However, everything was done in around 30 minutes time I supposed and the girl's facial expressions really makes me wanna laugh! It's like pathetically watching me dealing with the fire starter and the charcoal. lolls... Well, asked them to marinate the meat with cream soda. After everything is up, we realised that we've got no satay sticks. So we can't do normal barbecuing on the iron mash. No choice, place the aluminum container over the fire and started "cooking". I started off with the wings and jing yuan find it interesting and she took over me and continue with the meat and bacon... Hahas... So me and candis sat down and waited for the chef for the yummy food. ^^

Time was getting late and dark. They were scared and I'm worried. So we packed up and made our way out of the reservoir. It was so damn dark. We had a very hard time walking out the path although it's just a 200m distance.

We walked to the bus stop and waited for vincent and chester. In the mean time, played some games together.. Hahas... 40 mins later, they finally arrived. So we board the next bus we saw and came to ang mo kio mrt station. Board the train and went to orchard. Drinks at lido and yuan was tired. So we took a bus ride home... ^^


Shopping?


It's me! Sitting along the reservoirs.


The two girls on the rock!


I wonder what's inside the pond.


Here they goes again.


Jing Yuan was like, "LOOK! WHAT'S THAT!?" ^-^


Fire!


I'm sure she gotta better way to barbeque.. hahas..


They were afraid of this in the dark~~~

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Have had a long day today... Nope, should be yesterday.. ^^

Breakfast with charlene this morning and she was late this time round. Hahas.. She went to meet the whoever after that and I went to the school alone. Saw her appearing in school 5 minutes later after I reached and that was impressively fast..

Physics paper for the last paper of the final term examination today. Wasn't that bad cos I managed to finish it just on time. Headed home after that.. Msg charlene and had a small tiff with her... Over stupid matters by the way, but was okay after that... Hahas...

Well, went out with my brother to vivocity after I took a light nap. Ate lunch there and vincent came to meet us later. Beveraged in some cafe and that one the first amount of money I spent in that shopping mall.. *laughs* Headed to orchard after that.

Walked to mark & spencer and my brother bought quite alot of stuffs which cost just a little bit more to a hundred bucks. Dine at KFC and walked around at golf house. Till about 10pm, took bus to jurong east to meet robin. Vincent went home cos he've got exams going on tmr. Well, supposed to catch a midnight movie but there's none on the weekdays. Went to play bowling instead and played 4 games. Won 3. Drinks on my brother. Well, after that, went for supper and chat a bit there. Cabbed home and dropped robin at his house. It was around 2:30am then.

Gotta meet candis and jing yuan in another 10 hours time. *yawns* =)

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Well, a private post. Contact the administrator.

File: The deepest love I ever had with her

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Was feeling under the weather today. Don't know why I'm feeling like this. There is a thought which have been bothering me for 2 days already... Sigh..

Well, did the quiz which Jerena asked me to... However, saved it in a password-protected document below. Contact me personally to retrieve the password if you want to.

File: Quiz...

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Here's a little write-up for how I've spent my day today.

Went out to study with charlene just now.. I was late, with a perfect reason.
( She asked me to take my time... hahas.. ) Well, met up at harbourfront but there was too crowded for study. She suggested esplanade's library and we made our way there. However, same thing happened too.. Crowded with people... Went up to the rooftop terrace for a while but it's too hazy and hot for us to stay there. So we went to marina square and finally came to mcdonalds.

Did a little bit of revising for maths and physics. She kept laughing and laughing and I didn't have any clue what she was laughing about. What a weirdo. Somemore, she folded paper airplane using her foolscap paper and threw at me. WEIRD! Hahas... However, glad to say that she did some serious study... wow... hahas.... Unbelievable right.. tsk tsk tsk tsk..... =)

After that, she left to her aunt's house and i think she's supposed to be in malaysia by now... Think she'll be back by tmr? lolls...

Well, after she left, met up sean and michael. I bought a billabong handphone pouch and a wallet. Walked to suntec city and we did nth much there. Michael bought a suit and I personally think that he should get a bigger one... Cabbed to vivo city next. Had our dinner there... After that, left the both of them and went home. Happened to see nicole and valerie on the way and we sat down together and chat a bit... Really have a great time with them. Had supper then sent them home in a cab. Fare came up to about $25 but it was a small price to pay for the company. hahas...

In conclusion, have had a very fun day today!

Anyway, here's something I pinched off from benji's blog to kill time... Enjoy.. =)

1. Does anyone know your password to your email?
I don't think so... Seriously...

2. What was the last thing you ordered at McDonalds?
"Hi.. Two medium green tea, one with lemon please."

3. Are you an emotional person?
Overly emotional...

4. Do you like your name?
Why not?

5. Do you believe in love at first sight?
There's always a possibility.. =)

6. Ever felt jealous of your friend?
uh huh *loads shotgun*

7. What was the last thing you did?
Blink...

8. Who is right next to you?
My shadow.

9. Who was the last person you ate with?
Nicole and valerie!

10. What song are you listening to right now?
Christmas Memories

11. How's the weather right now?
Cool and Dark... Ashwin-like haze.

12. Last person you called today?
Charlene

14. Last song you sang?
Following the rhythm of christmas memories

15. Last time you danced?
About 30 minutes ago

16. Lost a friendship over something stupid?
Yep, unfortunately

18. Last thing you ate?
2 dogs and a cow

19. Been really depressed before?
Yes. occasional suicidal inclinations but look around at friends and life seems better!

20. Faked being sick to miss school?
Oh I've done way more than that... I don't just fake sick. I INDUCE sickness upon myself.. ^^ Now that's dedication!

21. What time did you wake up today?
4.35am

22. Current taste?
Salty

23. Who is the person that posted this survey?
Benji

24. What are you wearing right now?
Ripcurl shirt and a basketball pants...

25. Are you too shy to ask anyone out?
HELL NO... Hahas... I've got guts one ok.... *blinks*

26. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Sometimes I don't even know if they're the opposite sex. Seriously, the style females tie their hair up.

27. Where are you right now?
My beautiful beautiful bedroom.

28. What date and day is it?
Thank god its a Sunday! 8-10-06

29. Did you go anywhere today?
harbourfront . esplanade . marina square . suntec singapore . vivo city

30. What did you do there?
meet charlene, explore the library and rooftop . study . did nth . dinner . drinks and supper

31. How old are you?
the big 15

33. Are you mature or immature?
I'm more mature than you! "neh neh neh neh neh neh!" =P

34. Do you call your parents by their first name?
Ain't that rude?

35. Are you an only child?
Hell no!

36. Where do you go shopping?
EVERYWHERE! I LOVE SHOPPING!!!

37. Do you like where you work?
Seletar? Yeah, no other place I'd rather be

38. Do you like books?
That would depend on the nature of the book...


- Charlene aka blur sotong, sorry about my late coming! You asked to take my time so I really did lor... Sorry sorry! =) All the best for your upcoming exams! ^^

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Really not in the mood for blogging a long post so I shall made it a short one.

Went to the beach for sunset yesterday but the heavy haze brought me down with disappointment. Soon later, went to the cathay for movie but it turned out to be disappointment again. Most of the movies were rated at NC16. Screw that. Well, intend to have dinner in Meritus Mandarin but seriously, I hate the ambience there. So crowded and noisy. Went to ngee ann city instead. Went up to the 2nd or 3rd storey and dine in a restaurant. Food wasn't really up to standard but I love that atmosphere alot. Next, wanted to go to some bar for drinks but still, it was very crowded, it was about 10 pm, though. So I walked to wheelock place and went into a cafe for dessert instead. Cabbed home after that.

Well, as for today, will be going out for self-study later. Will be focusing on physics and of course, a little bit of maths.

Good luck everyone! ^^

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Well, I think my words in the previous post were a little too harsh in a sense but, what I'm stating here were the facts. I know she've viewed or read the post already. No matter she like it or not, I don't care. I just want her to know what kind of a person she is in my impression. I'm very sorry about it but I really left with no other choice. So if you really hate the content on this page, you've got no choice but to click on the little cross at the corner of your monitor to get yourself out of here.

Whatever it is, I don't give a damn anymore. I just want a simple life and I'm leading one now. So what else should I ask for? Basically, nothing.

I've been trying to forget you
To get my feet back on the ground
Even if I know I should back away
It's just a part of me that I can't erase

Walking through the park in the evening air
I heard a voice and I thought you were there
I run away but I just can't escape
My memories of you were everywhere

Tomorrow will be the starting of examinations already. The best of luck to everyone reading. God bless everyone

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Alright. Let me start this post with a ten things list. For a girl whom I hated the most in my life ever.

Well, there it goes...

Ten things/reasons why I feel such a strong hatred about her:

1. She such a bitchy bitch. I can still tolerate some bitches. But I simply just can't stand this fella.

2. She claim herself as high-class. Yupps. She's a bit higher in standard, compare to roadside beggars. Slightly higher class than them

3. She thinks herself as a boy's magnet. Yupps... I agreed.. She have the same magnetic point as the males and when we see her, we'll automatically repel. See any hidden agenda here? (N+N= repel. N+S= attract)

4. This is important and the main reason why I hate her so much. She promised me that she'll protect "ahem" and will not let anyone else hurt "ahem". But she failed. Instead, she's the one who lead "ahem" into the miserable life.

5. She claims herself as rich people. And I don't see her as it. Figure this out in a logical way, who will work and waste the time and energy for money if they're rich? Which rich people will use imitation goods and showing off to everyone? Ain't it shameless?

6. She's disgusting. She thought she's popular among her friends, but seriously, nobody likes her.

7. She doesn't have the looks but keep on claiming that she's prettier than someone else when I think vice versa. And that's the fact okay...

8. She always thought that she was right when the fact is, she's the one who was at wrong.

9. Her talkative mouth. It's not wrong to be talkative because it shows you have some thoughts in your mind and wanna rant everything out. But her aim is, to attract everyone's attention using her loud and disgusting voice. That's why she talk so much.

10. She has ZERO knowledge in her brain. Low IQ too. Easily describe as a brainless human being. Why I say so? Let's figure this out. When others are busying mugging for examinations, you know what she do? She just can't be bother. With her "Fail lor.. Who cares?" concept. And that's why she failed badly for her mid-year. She seriously have some problems in her language. Both english and mother tougue were like shit. She don't know how to do simple maths question. If she wants to rot herself, we'll be more than happy to see her doing so. But she drag "ahem" down also. Asked "ahem" to skip school and blah blah blah. Teach "ahem" to do those wrong stuffs.

Well, for those have some idea who I'm referring to, congrats. Perhaps you guess it correctly. But for those who don't, I'm sorry. Cos it's be too sensitive if names are mention. Maybe I'll consider telling you the person if you approach me personally.

I'm sorry if this post is too offensive.

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Examinations starting tomorrow. It's to prove how much knowledge I've absorbed in the past 9 months... And so, I'll do my very best to prove myself that I've not wasted the past 9 months. To everyone out there, all the best for your examinations! See ya'll in secondary 4 in year 2007! You guys rocks!

Tag replies:
Cassan: Yupps.. Thanks too... hahas... The best of luck for your exams! ^-^

Jer: Hmmm, he's vincent la... Your friendly neighbour next block. Hahas... Maybe you wanna join us for the next time? ^-^

This weekend's probably gonna be my quiet time for some spiritual introspection. So here goes...

29/9/06 Friday

It's kind of typical routine for a student like me. Off to school at around 7 and lesson started with POA. We're like, engrossed working out the answer for the final account. Think I'm still able to manage this tricky subject.

Physical education at 2 periods before recess. Teacher's gave us a stupid but important PE theory. Played netball but I'm totally uninterested.

After school, waited for candis to finish up her assignment before we can actually draw nearer to Sakae Sushi. Yupps. We went to harbour front and dine.. Went home after that and was around 6:30 pm already. Meeting vincent at 7:30 pm. So showered, changed and headed to the meeting place. Took bus and went all around this island. However, finally alighted at Holland Village. Ate some BBQ seafood there. After that, board another bus to tour around this island again. I've thought about stuffs between me and her. Was thinking, what can I do to celebrate her coming birthday? Well, I do have a plan out of it already. But just keep it to myself at the moment. ^-^ Cabbed home after that.

30/9/06 Saturday

I stayed at home in the afternoon for self-study. Finished a mathematics paper and 2 chinese essay. After that, blast my new sound system which installed in my room. Cool. Dinner with some friends at the night. Bought some sparkling sticks ( or whatever it is ) and played in a park. Drank some alcoholic drinks and I swear I just drink a little. This's the first time I touched alcohol again since my 15th birthday. It's a total nightmare on that day. Screw that.

As for today, will be staying at home till evening and will be having dinner with my family later.

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