When I'm with you, eternity is a step away,
My love continues to grow with each passing day.
This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul.
How much I love you, you'll never gotta know.
You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before.
With each touch of your heart, I love you more and more.
Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part,
I know I hold you dearly deep inside my heart.
The words I've said I mean it true,
Forever and always, I will hold you.

OMG! I lost my dearest walkman phone ( W550i ) yesterday... Arghx...

Well, no point crying over spilled milk yeah? Hahas... Forget it.. Maybe it's an 'excuse' for me to grab a new phone? Hahas...

A pretty fine and peace day in school today. I was kinda surprised to find out that I'm actually the 1st runner-up of the individual events for Sports Day. I gotten 2 gold, which lead me to 14 points. 2nd runner-up, Chun Hui, received 2 silver and gotten himself 13 points. One point difference!?!? I must claim that I'm lucky. ( Amran, I'm sorry! )

During CEP, I was kinda of "out of my mind".. Whatever my form teacher shoot out of her mouth, I'll out-talk her.. Hahas... I'm bad. After school, followed Linges to Jurong Point to collect our class T-shirts. On our way there, we went into Cheers to grab some drinks as we're thirsty. However, coincidentally, the two girls were inside too... Chaos went around with the present of them. The first girl was actually hinting me to write what she do in Cheers. So I shall just go straight forward. She pushed and tickled the other girl around and around and around as if she is playing merry-go-round. She even smack my back... ( It's painful okay... ) She pinched me before she left! "Wad da hell..." But never mind, it's fun... Hahas...

* I shall have a good rest today as I'm take part in a track event tomorrow.. God bless me.

Started off with a very good morning today. The bus from my place to school was so cramped. I've got no choice but to alight earlier at the MRT stop... I had to take a long route to school along the path beside the big patch of grassland. Staring and wondering, "wad da hell ?" those 2 girls were in front of me. No doubt, I slower down my steps. However, they seems to be slower too... "lol" One girl turned around and asked me if I've got F&N textbook to spare as the other girl forgotten to bring hers. I opened up my bag, drag out my book and pass it to her. Can't really remember if the second girl had thank me or not as the first girl was talking to me. I tried to keep my mouth shut and not answering anything. I rushed to the class when I reached the school.

As a daily routine, I'll wait for Pang Yong to have recess together. I told him the incident that happened in the morning. Guess what? He's laughing his lungs out... OMG! Well, on our way to canteen, coincidentally bump into those 2 girls, again. The second girl told me that the F&N book is on my table. I replied "okay". Both of them were like 'dead meat' during recess, compare to morning, cheerful and humorous, there's a big difference. "I don't give a damn anyway."

A few rounds strolling in the canteen, Pang Yong decided to ask Wan Ting the number of MSN contacts she has in her contact list. I exclaimed, " Wad da F "? He've got nothing better to do? He asked me to accompany him. I push him away, no doubt. I asked him to get the answer from her himself. Hahas.

I've got F&N lesson for 3 periods after recess. Well, compared to other days, I'm extremely quiet today, without spitting a word out of my mouth. I think my classmates will find it weird because I used to make smart aleck remarks throughout the lesson. However I'm so damn quiet today? It was because many things kept running through my mind and I'm not in the right mood to even open up my mouth.

I went home after school as I've got terrible headache pumping inside my head.

* There will be a golf CIP tomorrow... Teaching the deaf students how to play golf. Hope I can get rid of my headache soon. =)

In a million days to come, my feelings for you will be the same. A lot of words I want to tell you, but I've no idea what to start. You can have my everything, I swear. Whenever you need help, I'll always be there for you, regardless of any request. This is a commitment from me to you. I still remember you promised me that whenever I need help, I can always approach you? Now, do me a favor, promise me to be stay cheery whenever, whatever. Can? Can it be done?

--- Seeing you after months
felt like decades.
Tears of joy and sorrow
filled my eyes.

Never did we exchange
glances of smiles.
But we exchanged thoughts.

I wanted to look at you every minute
and every second.

Being away from you a metre seems like a mile.
You got lost, right before my eyes.
When will I see you again?

You look better nowadays. =)

At first you feel like crying
and beg God to dry your tears
You sit and reminisce
of all the good times through the years
You stare at him across the room
and block that you still care
But you're still in love with the way
he runs his fingers through his hair
And when you're sick of crying
but you know you feel the same
You might stop feeling miserable
and instead hand him the blame
He'll ask you why your friends still vibe
and you'll turn and walk away
You'll tell him that you hate him
he'll have nothing left to say
You finally think it's over
and that this must be the end
But then one day your heart stops
as he holds his new girlfriend
And you force yourself to realize
that in time you'll be okay
And the feelings that you felt at first
will slowly fade away...

I love you.
Every single part of you.
The parts of me that love the parts of you.

Even when I'm in a bad mood,
I know you can always make me smile
Each time you are running through my mind.

I even love the shortcoming parts of you,
Parts that make you moody,
Parts that make you uncertainty.

Get away from everyone for a while,
Even get away from you for a while.
And that's fine perfectly.

Everyone needs time alone
Or else they'd go crazy.
Just remember.

If you ever need me, I'm always be there for you,
And I'll always care.
Even when no one else does.

Even if it seems trivial and stupid,
You can tell me.
I'll always listen,

Because I love you.
Every single part.
And I just wanted you to know.

* This poem is for her whom I love with all my heart.

Went to Ikea today after school... For lunch!!! While I'm on the platform, coincidentally saw Damien coming towards my direction, with Weng Ling. At the same time, received a call from Pang Yong. He told me the 2 girls were on the same train as him earlier on going towards Jp's direction... ( I don't give a damn ) Hahas... My train passed by Jurong East MRT. OMG! Those 2 girls which Pang Yong mention was on the platform! ( ~~ I saw ghosts... ) I thought they were supposed to be at Jp? Whatever, I don't give a damn. When I reach Ikea, Danny, Grace and my bro were waiting impatiently for me... Hahas... They must be hungry!!! ( Sorry to keep ya waiting ) We took a long way to reach the cafe. My bro and I ordered Meat Balls while Danny ordered Fish & Chips. Wad da hell? We made our way there purposely for their Meat Balls. Danny didn't order? Well, because of this, my bro make a fool out of Danny. Lol... We went back home eventually after our meals. Tired! Hahas.

*Promised my god-sis to cheer up yesterday... I swear that I won't be depressed because of her again in the future.

Your hair, your smile, your eyes, it all drives me wild.
When you talk to me, I become shy like a child.
I'd give anything just to spend a moment with you,
Holding on to each other, just us two.

With a heart of gold, and a personality to match it,
You are the only one who has kept my fire lit.
A beautiful name for a beautiful lady,
How I wish you were my baby.

You're the only one my eyes can see
You just don't know how much you mean to me.
Everyday I wish we could be together
Because if we were, I'd love you forever.

I've got to find a way to get with you some how
I think about you everyday, and I need you right now.
I promise forever that I'll be true
Because for me, there's no one but you.

The warmth of your body next to mine is all I want to know.
All these feelings for you I have to show.
I want to wake up every morning with you next to me
Wrapped in my arms and sleeping so quietly.

Just once I wish we could dance slowly under the moonlit skies.
Me holding you, and you gazing up into my eyes.
With just a soft touch of your hand
You make me feel like a real man.

I'll be the one to wash your fears away
And make sure everything goes your way.
But all I have is this crazy love obsession
Carried out by my love confession.

- What I would give, for this to be true.
A place with me, me with you.
We are so happy together,in a world that's just right.
Holding one another, throughout the night.

Peaceful words, you whisper in my ear.
Your gentle touch, is forever near.
I am not afraid, of what I will say.
I then tell you I love you, and hope you feel the same way.

But then I wake up, and to me what it seems,
We will only be this way, together, in my dreams.

Writen this in the class earlier just now.

I miss you terribly now... What should I do? I've already told myself to forget you. But the more I tried, the bigger the failure was... Something refrained me from forgetting you. It's telling me not to give up. Day after day... Night after night... Hoping that my feelings towards you will soon fade away. Memories are just memories... Maybe they once happened before. But it is just an illusion I can't hold on to forever.

-A moment with you...
Time spent together
A moment with you...
Is something I'll cherish forever
Each second spent
With you by my side...
Each second spent with you
Puts all of my problems aside.
Moments with you sharing laughter
Always ends my day With a Happily Ever After.
Moments with you here with me
Makes me realize that with you,
I'm always happy.
Moments spent with you anytime,
Anytime day or night...
Each moment spent without you,
My days just dont seem right.
During the moment when you're not near,
I know you're an illusion I can't hold on to forever.

I think I gotta forget you totally. Each time you run through my mind, each time I'm hurt... Being away from you a metre seems like a mile. What should I do to get you? I've really have got no idea about it. Everything in your mind is just him. Maybe you feel the same way as me now... Falling in love with someone is so painful, isn't it? Haiz... I should concentrate more on study and golf. Maybe they can relief my heavy thoughts of you. Whatever it is, I have my friends with me always.

- Love is the greatest feeling,
Love is like a play,
Love is what I feel for you,
Each and every day,
Love is like a smile,
Love is like a song,
Love is a great emotion,
That keeps me going strong,
I love you with my heart,
My body and my soul,
I love the way I keep loving,
Like a love I can't control,
So remember when your eyes meet mine,
I love you with all my heart,
And I have poured my entire soul into you,
Right from the very start.

You're gone, I know this
Your laughter and smile I will forever miss
The way you made me laugh
That seems so far in the past
I know that you cared
I treasure the memories we shared
You will never know
How much I miss you so

You are at peace
That puts my mind at ease
No matter where I go or what I do
I will remember you
One day we will meet again, this I know
You never know how much I loved you so

I look up at the blurry sky
So that my tears don't overflow
Why can't people live as they want to?
A weak heart that's unable to cry
Doesn't need the strength to keep from crying
I look for a shooting star
To place my wish on
But the dawn comes too soon
And I'm unable to find one

The reason there isn't a day
When I remember you
Is because I haven't forgotten you for a moment
It's become a habit to say it's alright
Whenever I come across something sad
Something stoped on that day
For me, and now
No matter how much I pray
I can't see a single star

I miss you, I really miss you
Only in my memory your smile is so tender
There's nothing I can do, there's nothing I can say
Would things turn out to be in another way?

Just to be in love
May be the greatest sin
I just simply can't resist
The feeling I have within

You may not see the love
You may be unaware
If you took the time to look
You would see it was there

You can see it in my eyes
Every time you come to view
They light up like a star
I just wish you only knew

My feeling I wish to keep
Locked in my soul
Until that one day
When you can be told

Until that day I'll wait
Faithful and true
Surviving with only the love
I'll be longing you forever


After writing so much, will she give a damn for it? Definitely not... But my love for her will always be true.

An makeover of my blog design. Using green as the background for a comfortable viewing sensation. The quotes above the posts can be view randomly. Just press F5 on the keyboard or click the Refresh Button to change it. I just learn this skill of random displaying quotes yesterday... So I decided to try it on the blog. Hahas... xD

I just want everything to rest.
I'm really sick and tired of all this.
It's okay. Everything is my fault.
I'm fine with it.
Can you just treat it as nothing had ever happened before?
I know you can't. Maybe what I've said had already hurt you deep inside.
I'm sorry... I really don't mean it.

I'll try my best to forget my happiest memories I ever had with you.
Just take it as we didn't know each other before.

I found out something that kills me.
I can't make you happy.
I'm not the one who make your smile so sweet.
It's never been me.

I'm upset over what you've said.
Never mind. It's your choice whether to believe or not.
Yes. I've not at any position to comment what you've done.
But I've the rights to comment how I feel.
Whatever. This doesn't matter anyway since you don't even care.

Maybe it is wrong to fall in love with you.
But I never regret loving you.
Love is sweet at times, pain at times.
Falling in love with someone is so painful yeah?

Loving someone doesn't mean that I had to be with that someone.
I understand that.
I just want you to be happy.
So, promise me. Stay cheery always.
This is the only thing I ask from you now.



--- The wave just come and go,
Reminds me of you when I felt so low.
Just as you're close to me,
Something makes you return as it was meant to be.
Wash away the sands engulfing my hands,
Keep it coming as it would never end.
I could feel that you're one step nearer,
Yet it's an illusion I can't hold on to forever.
There's a voice calling me back,
And you're a perfect regret I would never want to look back.


Good luck & all the best in everything you do.

Craps... All craps... What I've said were just nonsenses.
Tell me, is it wrong to fall in love with someone?

If my mistake was loving you,
Your mistake was being special to my eyes.

I wanted to look at you every minute, every second.
Being away a metre from you seems like a mile.

Everyone understands that I'm doing this for you.
Except you yourself. Why don't you understand?

I could not express my love for you.
But the love I had for you could never be express using plain words.

I wanted to be with you, I wanted to enjoy
Your company in silence.

Over this years, the feeling has not changed.
And I still love you the same.

However, since you wanted to treat my words as craps,
I think I've got nth else to say anymore.
Cos I know what I say will be useless.

Good luck & take care.
As usual, hope you find your Mr Right soon.

Trying to forget my deepest love I ever had with you.

I've enough with all your nonsenses.
Every word of yours are so fake.
Your words burst me into laughter!
I'm so ashamed of what you've said.
They just sounds like bird chirping.

Say something truthful from your heart.
I hate liars. Because they made empty promises.
They're just bullshiting.
Words just come out from their mouth without taking a detour to the brain.
So, we can group these people into the brainless family!

What you've said today is totally different from yesterday.
I believe in you, but you just make me a fool.

Frankly, I've tried to acheive what you have always asking me for.
However, after today, I know yours words can never be true.
They are all lies.
You will be out of my mind forever and ever.

Take care.

Why do expectations always turn out to be disappointment?
Maybe you yourself don't know anything.
But I've eyes, I can see what you are doing!
Today is the third time, third time you make me feel totally disappointed.
Why? I just can't understand why you did that...
Is it out of fun? Or is it out of anger? Don't you know what's anger management?

Maybe in your mind, a time is never enough. You go for twice.
I'm totally lost now. Because of your action.
You are not the girl I used to know.
Ask yourself, what have you become? A nasty thug?
It hurts deeply into my heart, with all those action you've made.
I love you. I really love you. I can even give up my life for you.
Maybe it just need a second for you to realize your mistake.
But when will that second come? I wonder.

I love you with all my heart, but because of all this, you made me a fool.
Do you know that you gave me a very good impression at the first time I see you?
However, I don't judge a book with it's cover.
I found out more about you.
I know you are a very well-behave girl.
You know how to show care and concern towards all your friends.
You are cheerful, not like those bitches who always give a damn face.
I'm not in love with your appearance. I'm in love with your characteristic.
You are so graceful and beautiful.
That's why I'm in love with you.

But now, what you have done just makes me feel that I'm blind.
It is because you've prove to me that I've judge you wrongly.
Frankly, my happiest moment in life were during the December holidays in 2005.
Especially on every Tuesday. That's when we will go out and have fun together.
On your birthday, we went to sentosa, having fun.
Rmb I gave you a ride on the bicycle?
That was my happiest moment ever.
I'm so touch. You looked so happy and enjoy.
Nothing make senses anymore at that moment, except you.
But I know, happy moments will always have an ending.
So I don't dare to think too much.
When we sited on the beach, admiring the blue moon,
I finally realize what is romantic.

Rmb the birthday presents I gave you?
I gave you a pencil box with all the stationeries inside,
A bracelet with your name on it
And a box of chocolate.

I gave you a pencil box because I rmb that you told me you don't have one in your bag.
If I just give you a pencil box, it is not sincere enough.
So I bought all the neccessary stationeries for you too.
It was because I want you to know how observant I am.

Rmb I asked you what's your nick name?
Because I wanted to engrave it onto the bracelet.
But at last, I engraved your name.
Why did I buy you a bracelet?
It is because I want you to remember me whenever you put on that.

Why did I buy you a chocolate?
It was because I know chocolate can express love.
I'm hinting you something, but I know you won't understand it at last.

After that, you asked me not to buy such expensive stuff next time.
You told me that you are very touch.
Well, I'm impressed for what you've say.
It was because I know you appreciated what I've done for you.
You're just so different from other girls.
It is because, they will surely ask for more next time.

All I wanted is just giving you a wonderful birthday.
I really hope that it could become a part of your memories.
But is it so? It seems like you've forgotten everything.

I just want you to be happy.
I just want to see you smile.
I'm willing to give up everything for you.
But I know you will not appreciate it at all.

You make me feels like heaven, at times
I love you and I really do.

But after today, what will be my feelings towards you?
I can say that it is definitely disappointment.
2 years, I've love you for 2 years. Do you know?
But it seems like you don't give a damn for that.
I'm a clown in the end.

Maybe now, I should reminisces the past and learn how to forget you.
No point waiting for something which will never turn out to be right?
Maybe it take days to forget you, maybe it take months, maybe years,
Maybe decades or even at the very last moment of my life,
I'll still love you how I used to be.

Loving and adoring you truthfully always.

Went out with Wee Teck today. I met him at 2 pm this afternoon. Firstly, we went to Tiong Bahru Plaza. Then, I decided to go Harbour Front to give Audrey a support as she had been promote to become a service abbasador! Frankly, she look cool in her red uniform! Hahas.. Whatever..

Next, we went to Penisular... Whatever. Went to to see accessories...

After that, we met Jing Yuan at City Hall. At first, we were arguing about where to go.. But at last, they decided to follow me throughout. Whatever. We walked up to Raffles City. ( Shopping again, nth interesting ) Jing Yuan requested for sth special. Well, I've lots of ideas for "special places". So I suggested to go to Suntec City. ( From Raffles City without walking through City Link Mall! ) Interesting? When we reach Suntec City, I made a divert to Pan Pacific, the 38 storeys hotel. Well, because she suggest for sth interesting, I asked them to take the elevator from 1st floor to the last floor, to see the great scenery of Singapore! First time, Wee Teck was kinda sian... After that, I asked Jing Yuan if it is fun, she say it's very fun... So we went up again.. Hahas... Indeed, scenery was very nice... Interesting?

Well, Jing Yuan shared the same thought as me... Both of us don't really like the enviroment of shopping centres. So I brought them to stroll around Esplanade and then walk to Boat Quay. I'm suprise to heard that this was the first time she walk to this kind of place with her friends... Hahas... How sad... We sit along Boat Quay for about 30 mins admiring the beautiful scenery there... Suddenly, Charlene called me... She ask me how to retrieve the PUK code for sim card... Hahas... Her sim card was being blocked! Hahas... She unblocked it at last... Hahas... Whatever... We go home after that... I alighted at Commenwealth MRT. Jing Yuan and Wee Teck take till Jurong East... Hahas... Whatever.. =)

[x] iTunes playing : Yi Lu Xiang Bei - Jay Chou

I got back my Chinese common test paper today... Same as the English paper, I did quite well for both of the language paper.

Well, rumours went across the class because they were finding out who's the girl I'm fond of. It's all started with Alex. He was very curious about what's inside my dairy. I told him that in the dairy, I jotted down the words which I wanted to tell the girl I like. He kept asking me who's that girl? However, I'm not welling to tell him as he was one of the " rumours spreader " in my class. But I've no chioce! He was such a pain... So I gave him a clue and ask him to find the answer himself. However, he went around the class and asked the whole class what's the clue about. He ask them to find out a girl's name from the clue. Guess what? Almost half the class were busying figuring out the clue I've given. But none of them was "clever" enough to figure out the answer. In fact, all of them were "stupid" enough to waste time figuring the answer! Please, if I ever wanted to give all of you a question without wanting you all to figure it out, you all will never be clever enough to find out the answer. Moreover, I'm not so stupid to give a clue which was so easy to solve. But, if you really use a little bit of knowledge on it, you can still figure this freaky thing out and I swear the clue I given is perfectly true.

By the way, the clue is: 2342217353326232