It's such a good fulfilling day yesterday! =)

Went out with chester and vincent. Supposed to go sentosa with their cliques but was called off as chester just came back from overseas. Met up them at jurong point instead. Saw xiu wei and gang there. Hahas.. Headed to marina. Played bowling..Well, that's a nice game. Had much fun with them.

Chester left us for home so Vincent and I went to orchard. Was there to look for danny, he's working there. Wanna have dinner or something with him but he's not free to do so. No choice, we went to clarke quay instead. Well, bet with vincent for dinner. We bet on, 'the one selling tickets at victoria theatre will be a *ahem* teacher!' We started walking from fort canning park and walked through the padang field. Finally came to the venue where my school's cultural nite was held. Indeed, I was correct! The teacher is.... *ahem* Merely my instinct and won a treat! lolls... Walked to fullerton hotel for drinks. Was about 8pm then.

Took the train to harbour front centre to collect the cake. Dinner at mac. Crapped alot there. Hahas... Alright, btw, I ordered the cake about 2 weeks ago! lolls...

Took a bus ride to vincent's place. On the way there, I was damn worried if the cake isn't refrigerated and it's gonna melt. That's an ice cream cake anyway. So wadever it is, still reached vincent's place safe and sound. =)

It was about 10:30pm then. Waiting for jerena's call. Till around 11:15pm, still no words from her! lolls... Tried to call her, but it's the automated voicemail message. piang eh... Contact xiuwei instead, but she's not with her... She gave me weiling's number and finally, jer called. lolls.... 11:45pm, she was finally here... Waited like, an hour and 15 mins? lolls... Well, 15 mins more and her birthday will be over! lolls... Quickly lite the candles and blew it... lolls.... Alright alright. Went home after that... ^^

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Knew not what I was doing
When I shut the door of my heart
It's as if I was fully drunk
Intoxicated by a bitter wine

Struggles of guilt filled up my mind
Wars of shame fought within my soul
"Had I known" is the master of "too late"
Should have acted the other way

Actions done cannot be rewound
Just like words out of the mouth
They are sharp like two-edged swords
And cut so deep into the soul

All I regret... what I said and did
Wish I could have a second chance
From my heart I sincerely repent
And confess... a prisoner of conscience

If I knew back then what I know now
Would have listened to all you said
Lessons learnt in the frailty of my mind
And i'll always live to regret

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I want to go Doha to watch the asian games! =)

Alright alright... Update a little about my life. Met up my cousins on sunday! It's like, a year ago since I saw them! lolls... Went to town area... Lunch at marina centre. Went into a cafeteria and chat alot alot in there... What a nice chat. After that, dinner at marina bay.. ^^

Yesterday, supposed to meet valerie in the morning. However, my phone's like a little screwed up so I couldn't contact her. In the end, met her at 2 in the afternoon. Hahas... I swear I'll smash that phone into pieces after I get a new one... =)

Well, caught a movie at cathay. Watch casino royale, that 150 minutes show, again. Second time in this month already. Hahas... After that, went for a drink at coffee club beside kinokuniya in ngee an city. We crap alot there... lolls.... Dinner at Fish & Co in Wheelock Place. After dinner, it was about 8pm. She suggested to catch another movie. So we walked to lido complex and check the showing time for happy feet. 9:30 pm slot. Bought the tickets and we went to mark & spencer to buy some tibits.. Then, we went to McCafe for coffee... Cabbed and sent her home. Fare came up to $25 but it's a small price to pay for the company.. ^^

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#1. Xin Yi
#2. Valerie
#3. Vincent
#4. Aloysius
#5. Danny
#6. Sean
#7. Jerena
#8. Candis
#9. Jing Yuan
#10. Pang Yong
#11. Jia'en
#12. Nicole
#13. Ze Yi
#14. Charlene
#15. Wee Teck
#16. Chin Keong
#17. Adelaide
#18. Rachel Lee
#19. Hong Yong
#20. Julene

How did u meet #14?
Oh well, think was the D&T appron that draw us together. =)

What will you do if you didn't meet #1?
Life will be meaningless during primary school days without her presence.

What you'd do if #9 & #20 dated?
What can i do? hahas... think they don't even know each other...

Would #6 & #17 make a great pair?
*laughs* Aloysius will kill him for that..

Describe #3:
A nice guy. A very nice guy. An extremely nice guy.

Describe #8:
My beautiful and wonderful laogong! A great confidante indeed.

Describe #7:
The nicest girl I ever met in my life! Extremely cheerful and she never failed to made others smile no matter what she do.. =)

Know any of #12 family members?
Of course! Her mum even give me 'ang pao' during chinese new year!

What would you do if #18 c0nfess t0 you if she like you?
Hell no! I'll lose a great friend if I accept her good will.

What language does #15 speaks?
GWA GWA... =)

Who is #8 going out with?
How am I supposed to know? Her friends are everywhere!

How old is #16?
A cool 15teen

When was the last time you spoke to #13?
About a month ago i guess......

Who is #2 favourite band or singer?
Just msg her and she said 183 club..

Would you ever date #1?
We go out together every now and then.. ^^

Is #19 single?
I guess so?

Would you ever be in relationship with #11?
Ya... And Jerroy, Francis Ho Kim Lam will come after me by then.

State #3 school:
Corrupted Secondary School =)

What's #10 last name?
Hayden?

Where does #6 live?
Mount Faber, The Pearl

What's y0ur favourite thing about #15?
STARING!

Have you seen #2 naked?
lolls? Isn't that ridiculous?

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Hello guys and my pretties.. ;) Time off from my hectic life to do some updates :)

So yeah, there you go. I know I know, its been such a whirlwind week for me and its not going to slow down.

Swam 20 laps on wednesday. Went to sean's house to collect my golf bag after swimming and he told me that he'll be away to korea on the 27th. Hahas.. Hereby to wish him all the best for his journey. ^^

Stayed at home for the entire day on thursday. Too exhausted I guess. Have a nice chat with my dad at night. Oh well, we haven't had a chat for a long long time already. Well, suggested to him my ideas abt the renovation for my room and he promised to buy me either a media centre desktop or a laptop. geez... ^^

Friday morning, went swimming with vincent again and I swam 32 laps.. Hahas.. Went home after that and I slept till the evening. Changed and went to meet up valerie. View her school's talent night show and that was a great one. Hahas. Went to east coast for supper after that. Alright, talked and cycled through the whole night. Sent her home by cab at 5 and I rushed to the airport to sent my daddy off to shanghai. Reached home at about 8 am this morning.

Slept about 3 hours and I was woke up by my phone's message tone. That was a sms from charisse. lolls... She asked me to look for her at her workplace when I'm free! *tada~~ vincent!*

Gotta start planning training programs, schedules and stuff for next year, or at least the next couple of months already. Cannot afford to be ignorant about my time and priorities already. Gotta plan to get more done.

Will be meeting my friends in an hour time and I'm still here typing the blog! I've yet to eat my lunch either.. OMG.. Muhahaha.... =)

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Alright, to be frank, i'm feeling neutral now, meaning, i'm not feeling as lousy like the past. Just feeling a bit, kinda wasted ya? From the day when that feeling grows for her, i told myself, we're not meant for each other. Well, not fated i guess? Yes, we did have sweet memories together. But, guess reminisces the past is a meaningless thing for me to do now. =)

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This week had been a very fulfiling one for me. ;)

Never failed to go out in the past 7 days. And now, I'm starting to get sick of this island already. Sarcastically small. =)

Was supposed to meet up xin yi for movie yesterday but I wasn't really in the mood so I didn't go. But anyway, met up sean yesterday morning to woodlands, causeway point to watch rachel's dance performance. Alright, it was kinda of good one however, one of the dancer on the stage spoilt the whole beautiful picture... ;) Met up danny at orchard after that.

Oh well, something nuts happened when we're on our way there. There's this girl, aged about 16, walked against my direction and waved to me. No doubt, I waved back and smiled to her as an acknowledgement. She speaks, "eh? you're here also ar?" I said, "haha... ya lor.. you too? hmmm... byebye..." Few steps later, sean asked me who's that girl. And I think back, ya horrrr.... Who's that girl huh? Alright, I'm blur okay... I've no idea who is she yet I responded to her. How sarcastic. =)

Lunch on sean, ate pepper lunch in ngee an city. Walked to lido and look around. Bought a shirt. Sean spent quite alot there. Aloysius and vincent came after a while. Seeing eye to eye for watching movie at vivo city. Reached there, OMG. Sunday's vivocity was crowded with people, same goes for the cinema. Even gold class were full house. So, we ain't watching and we went to pasir panjang for dinner. Ate duck rice and it really cost a bomb. Bloody hell.

Took bus to safra. Aloysius and vincent played pool, sean and danny went to the arcade and I went to watch the singapore national bowling competition. It really reminds me of the golf competitions.. Hahas.. After that, aloysius and sean went home. Danny, vincent and I went to harbourfront centre. Bought jerena's birthday present! ^^ lolls..... =]

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Hello my pretties.. :) Finally here to update again!

Its been a bit of a grind this week but all the same, that's my life for you.

Friday had a 18 holes session with uncle charles and auntie helen at warren. Not great but wtf, greens are screwed so I couldn't expect much anyhow. Played a respectable 79 strokes anyway..
Saturday, went to shop at orchard area with nicole. Bought an ashworth outfit and a pair of shoes. Hahas.. And might considering changing my driver to Titleist 905.. ^^ Dinner at Traders' Hotel besides tanglin mall.

Yesterday, met up valerie at jurong east in the morning.. Alright, she's more beautiful than what I expected.. ^^ Cabbed to holland village for lunch, walked through the alley and stopped at a small stall beside the restaurant.. Bought a necklace for her as a gift and she bought me a bracelet. lolls... Then, accompanied her to jurong point to meet her parents and I made my way in a hurry to meet vincent and aloysius. Headed to sim lim square to check the price of the O2 phone. But nope, there's none. Well, went to aloysius house and waited for him to get changed. Swift down to suntec city mall after that.

This morning, went to expo for the bloody hell exhibition... A suggestion, could the people there please use their brain before they attempt something?

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Hey ya'll, I'm living in an extremely lovely life recently... Didn't have this kind of feelings for some time alr..

Alright, after all, I'm in a god damn excellent mood.. I was out with vincent and aloysius this afternoon... First half of our journey was boring.. It's like, looking for friends around... However, things change when we reached harbour front. Okay, the situation was like this, Aloysius knew that his friends were at that area too... But he's trying his best to avoid them... So we acted like criminals, hiding here and there... So eventually, we thought that we were safe. But things went the other round... We walked to the concourse and there's having a warehouse sale or sth.. We stopped and looked around... Suddenly, somebody yell 'ALOYSIUS!' from our back. We turned around and was cassandra and theresa. Oh well, aloysius was damn surprised. Sounds ridiculous huh? Why in the world would such coincidental thing happened. lolls... =)

Soon after, we made our way to vivocity and after walking for sometime, we went into toy'r'us. And what the hell, theresa was at the counter paying for her purchases... Okay, this is the second time... And we closed an eye, telling ourselves that's purely coincidental. But we saw them again for the third time in vivomart.

Moral of the story? You can run, but you cannot hide. The more you avoid, the more you'll encounter. ^^

Alright, the next thing, *ahem ahem* when aloysius make friends with candis... Muhahahahaha!
Aloysius took my phone and called candis just now. He called and looked for "christopher". Hold on, let me repeat. Using christopher's phone to look for christopher? How irony. =) And ya, he find all the damn excuses to talk to her longer. My god... And the funniest thing was, when he put down his phone, he was like, "Wow... Her voice's sooooo sweeeeettttttt!" lolls... *ahem ahem* Well, everything started when he saw her picture in my phone 2 weeks ago... oops... ;)

So, above is a long story but, it linked to a short conclusion. My dear aloysius wanna make friends with her.. =)

No offence ya?

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Yes, if anyone still cares, I'm alive.

You ever get that feeling at the end of an absolutely awesome movie (etc star wars or the lord of the rings trilogy or the matrix trilogies) or like an absolutely brilliant musical or stage production (like joseph, phantom or less miserables) or the final episode of a long running fantabulous tv series ( friends, princess hours ) and just go "wow, that was such a great ride... I really don't want to end... I wanna see what's happening next" even though you know it's the end...

But what keeps you glued to it, what keeps you wanting to come back more? Simple, you've watched the characters grow, and you've grown with them. You've cried with them, laughed with them and seen them go through so much, you feel an inseparable bond of attachment with them.. It's so strong, you just don't want to let go... Even if it is the end of the road.

And yes, if you haven't already guessed what this is all about, let me just spell it out for you... It's finally come to the end of a magical and truly wonderful 2 years journey for me in the national junior golf team. I mean truly it's been just brilliant. But now's the time to pretty much begin my long process of writing thank you cards and getting ready to say goodbye to some of the most amazing people I've met thus far in my young life...

It's all kinda hit me really hard in the past couple of days, a little too hard I guess. I mean it's seems all so cliche but it seems like just yesterday that I've got roped on board on this crazy adventure with 8 other promising young golfing talents... We were pretty much just acquaintances up till then. But now have become very close friends, and competitive rivals, all of whom I respect very much.

But hey, no one knew how everything was going to work out, we just prayed that it would. And now that everything has, I guess we're all kinda wishing deep down in our hearts that we could play it all over again, like some 4am re-run of a friends episode from 1999... But we can't.

Now everyone's going their separated ways. First was the big boss melissa wong early on in the year.. Then others followed...

I don't know where my heart lies is still divided. My commitment to my game is as unwaivering as ever. I wanna be the best.

I've got more things running around in my mind now, probably a good idea just to sort everything out within the next 1 or 2 days.

Sigh.. So many things racing in my head. No wonder I've got a bloody headache since morning. Well, at least my backache aren't killing me no more..

I hope your fortunes are better than mine at this present time.

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Yes, I'm alright. This world's happenings were driving me crazy...

So where are you god whenever I need you? It just so unfair okay...

Alright, went to school this morning. Had physics class and I skipped mathematics'.. =) Played 18 holes with aloysius and vincent after that. Yes, I did win some cash from vincent... However, it turned out to be a weird outcome.

Had our dinner and we left our golf bags at sean's house. Cabbed to robin's place (yupps.. finally, i'm able to contact him..) and we went to play bowling at aloysius's club and I broke my highest pin-fall record! ^^ Went for supper after our game but sean and aloysius went back home.

Robin and I talked about some school's matters... The appealing and whatever. And of course, not gonna say anything here...

Cabbed home and was about 1 a.m already.. I still have some events' going on tmr... Crashing soon.. =)

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Went to the school for headstart programme today. So after that, intended to played golf. However, Aloysius went over to Adelaide's house and will be staying over tonight. What a jerk he is huh? =)

So, aloysius is going to malaysia with adelaide's daddy for golfing tmr. I tried to call aloysius in the afternoon but adelaide pick up. Talk to her for a while... Then aloysius called me... Hahas... Sounds a little ridiculous..

Heard that robin had sent his appeal to the school already. Wish him all the best? Oh ya, gao de will be appealing tmr... Really hope the both of them will receive a favorable verdict soon... ^^

Gotta go to the school again tmr in the early morning and I realised that I haven't done my homework. Hahas...

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I'm waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting... 4th day gone and yet still not even a single word from that idiot. *yawns* I'm sick of these hell loads of waiting already.. =)

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