I think my myopia is getting worse. It's funny, I can't see clearly even with my specs on.

Feeling rather high today. I mean, hyper. The teacher distribute our english paper back. To my surprise that I actually make it. However, jerena failed by one mark. Her face was like... Disappointed? So I took and look through her paper, searching pathetically for one single mark. However, THANK GOD, I found that mark for her and she's able to pass. Hahas!

Anyway, officially got back my POA script today. Making an amendment, I wasn't scoring as high as 93, ( that's what chun hui told me ), but an average mark of 83% for the past 5 tests. *woohoo~~ I'm the leader among the Sec 3 express!* Alright, back to the track. Gotten full marks for the structured question, 33/33, and 6/10 for that bloody MCQs. It just sucks, big time. Whatever.

After school, When we're about to leave for lunch, wee teck and robin were having conflict. Not siding anyone, but I personally think that wee teck shouldn't said or did that. So after which, wee teck left home. Whatwhatwhatever. Dine in KFC. lolls. Saw Fanny again. Second time in this month I suppose. Chat a bit, just a bit. After lunch, went to Arena CC for golf and robin came along too. I dragged him to play. I mean, ask him to try. Not that bad actually, at least he didn't miss any ball. A moment later, Charisse and shu hui came. And this time, I acknowledged shu hui! lolls. Quite surprise la. Charisse asked me to guide her.. But I don't think I did anything to benefit her yeah? lolls. So sorry about it. Just before leaving to the main clubhouse, I saw a BROKEN chair at the corner. That reminds me of shu hui. *she broke a wooden chair last time and I saw it! We're arguing abt this matter in our testimonials.* I asked her to look at it and she gave me that innocent look. Hahas. Well, no offences about that.

Tomorrow is teacher's day celebration and I promised some of my primary schools' friends that I'll be going back to my primary school. Kinda of miss them and miss my primary school life too.

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Hey everyone.. It has been a long time since I previously blog. Well, life is really great for me recently.

Last Saturday, have had dinner with some close friends at changi village. Wishing more of this to come, providing we have got the time.

And today, got back some of the common test papers. Pretty please with the results.

Here are some papers which I've taken back:

. Mother tongue // 78
. Mathematics // A bloody 62
. Combined sciences // 82
. Combined humanities // *ahem 47 ahem*
. Principle of accounts // 93 *lalala~~*

After school, went for lunch with Jerena, Candis, Wan Ting, Robin and Vincent. But frankly speaking, I didn't want to go actually cos I still have stuffs to attend to after school. However, promised jerena that I'll be going. So I've got no choice but to jolly well make my way there. Hahas.. Not that bad actually... Was crapping with jerena while eating the pizza. And today was the first time that I'm so sick of pizza.. Too much of it I suppose.. Was playing with jerena... I pour lots of cheese powder on her pizza and she pour lots of chilli powder on mine. Whatever. And got once she tried the tabasco sauce and her facial expression had a 180 degrees change. Hahas...

After that, jerena left for tuition and candis..... WHERE DID CANDIS GO?!?! Hahas.. The rest of us went for bowling.. Lots of enjoyable moments and I shall not state them all here. All the best to everyone and of cos, hope I can pass all the other subjects.

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Ok, now that my temperature and brainwaves have returned to some state of normalcy, I shall try to blog peacefully again... *breathe*

However, I've got a doubt in my mind right now..

"Why should I wanna be happy or even content with the miserable state of my existence right now?"

My life's a fucking mess...

My golf swing is just screwed. I'm absolutely fed up with everything about my golf now. I played like a whore in the pesta sukan and the seemingly neverending slump I'm in continues. Actually, its been dreadful the whole damn year long.

My only consolation, at least people care. Everyone's been really supportive and encouraging but I'm hoping that it turns around quick or I might just give up this stupid game I love for good, and that would be equivalent to hitting rock bottom then finding a shovel...

My life's just been a trainwrek over the last month and stuff that I've gone through over the last week is the last thing I need.

I'm about 1 degree short of either suicidal or homicidal...

I need to get my life back!

For whatever it is now, everything in the past can't be back again. Those happy moments I used to have.. As for now, I'm blasting music like nobody business... Current track: Dancing Alone - Ashlee Simpson.

I 've just finish some writing... Here it is:

Wanting,
lusting,
to be held,
to be loved,
to feel warmth,
to feel your beating heart.
Wanting to be sheltered from the cold,
heartless winds.
Falling into invisible arms;
into an abyss of love.
Wishing,
hoping,
that my desires will be filled;
my desires of loving warmth.
Wanting to be held,
comforted,
loved.
Dreaming of passionate embraces,
of tender kisses,
loving words,
romantic nights.
Waiting for my undying love to be recovered again.

Alright, gotten back my mother tongue paper today.. Hmmm... Not too bad.. At least gotten an A1... Jerena's having flu.. Her voice was extremely hilarious, and was cute at the same time. Listen to her speaking from 1 to 10 if you doubt what I'm saying right now.. *GAO DE.. No offence ya? ^-^* Hahas.. Well, will be leaving Mr Blogspot alone now.. All the best to everyone.

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I really hope that everything I've plan will go in it's way smoothly and make it an unforgettable one. However, that still gotta depends if the verdict next week is a favourable one. Good luck to me and everyone else.

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School today was really ridiculous. I mean, extremely.

Was out for lunch Robin, Aloysius and Vincent, at Jurong Point, again. *Start getting sick of that place.* While I'm ordering food, a girl approached me. Hmmm... Not really approaching, it's like, calling me from the back. And I look back, well, she looks familiar. After a second of hesitation, I realise that she's my dear primary schoolmate! lolls. Her name is Fanny. *Primary school's peeps, rmb her?* Alright, since I've got the time now, let me talk about some stories about her.

We were in the same class during Primary 2. We used to play together at the fitness corner everyday during recess. And there's one occasion that she falls badly when she plays with the monkey bar and I quickly approach the Operation Manager for help. Yupps yupps. And one thing that keep me a deep impression, she've got a extremely nice signature. lolls. What's more, she's one of the people who brighten up my primary school's life! And not forgetting one thing, she was a prefect at that time and we did have times when we do our duties together. Hahas. Compare to primary school, secondary school's life is pretty much sucky. Secondary school is so stress! Need to study quite a number of subjects, unlike primary school. Merely 4 subjects. I miss my primary school life a lot. As for my wish now, I really hope that I can experience my primary school's life again for once. Even if that's only for a day... Ya ya. I know that's not practical.

Mother tougue common test tommorow. Gotta start memorise the words and phrases now! Good luck everyone and take care!

*Candis did the 10 things list for me on the blog too! ^-^

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Wouldn't it be nice if this world is full of laughter and love? Laughter, that's something easy to achieve but as for love....... Well, forget it. Let's drop this topic.

Forever and ever
Is what I've always thought
As sure as the rain tenderly falling from the sky
As sure as the sun rising steadily in the morning

We would share a bond
Binding us together
But did you feel it?
The drawing attraction?
When I held you
What were you thinking?

If I stared deeply into your exquisite eyes
Would you stare back
If I softly whispered my feelings to you
Would you whisper back
Would it feel for you
Like we were the only people on earth?

But I understand now
I have to let you go
I have to break free from these feelings,
For where there was once love and happiness
There is now hurt and despair
And where you once was in my heart
Is left with redundant love and emptiness


Time flies, now it's in the middle of August and common tests are around the corner. I'm glad to say that I can now concentrate more on studies than last semester. Lots of blue funk things happened in the first half of the year and makes me totally no mood to get any academic's stuff into my mind. *Well, consider everything in the past as a nightmare and I'm now awake.* And presently, I'll put in my best effort into my studies and I hope I can promote to Sec 4 express smoothly and successfully next year. Till then, best wishes to me and everyone!!! ^-^

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OMG! When I received the bank statement for my account this afternoon, I was SHOCKED! 3 pages full of transactions and the figures were... *ahem*... Forget it.

It has been a good day today. Lunch with Sean, Vincent and Danny. Dine at Pizza hut. It's hilarious. Actually, we ordered 2 regular pizza and some side orders. However, when the first pizza was served, it was a LARGE one. I mean, that was really a big pizza. We were like, "HUH?!?! Ain't we ordered a REGULAR pizza? How come it comes a LARGE one?". After sometime, when we approach the waitress because the 2nd pizza was so long to be served, and that's the time we realised that the waitress took the wrong order. *No wonder there's a enormous pizza lie on our table~~* However, we're glad that they compensate us with a complimentary pizza.

I called SGA and withdraw my competitions for this week and I need to pass them my MC tmr. Sean and me were still arranging the BBQ on Friday, for the birthday boy today. *ahemvincentahem* And maybe going for group study on saturday with Candis, jer jer and guys. lolls. I gotta go off to study my mathematics with my new o'level guide I've bought just now... All the best to everyone in the coming common test!

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A word to describe her? Gorgeous.
2 words? Gorgeous and tall.
3 words? Gorgeous, tall and stylish.
4 words? Gorgeous, tall, stylish and adorable.
5 words? Gorgeous, tall, stylish, adorable and beautiful.
6 words? Gorgeous, tall, stylish, adorable, beautiful and friendly.
7 words? Gorgeous, tall, stylish, adorable, beautiful, friendly and cheerful.

Stop here. Got a long list to go if I type all the words out ^^*


Well, now it's time for the 10 things list again........

Lucky winner for today is.... Jerena !!

1. her name. Jerena Tan Kai Hwee! What an alliterating names! ^^

2. Girl next door looks, above average intelligence.

3. She's talented, outgoing and sporty..

4. She somehow manages to retain some talent for irritating me about things on a daily basis... lolls.

5. Great advice giver. Sometimes I'm down, or when the daily grind of life starts getting to me, she's one of them who's always there to cheer me up :)

6. Persistent. This is a tough one... Selective persistence more like it. Never say die to anything but her height and size...

7. Easily amused. Well when you hang around someone like that it's easy to see why ;)

8. Very x 1 000 000 smart.

9. Extremely competitive. No matter what she does in life, she wants to be the best.

10. Small girl! She can't get around with this name. But... She gotta face the fact! I'm so sorry dude. ;) No offence...

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You see, it's like this. You can only love the sun through its sunshine, because you are not made for beholding the sun directly. So you do what you can, by seeing light through cracks, or marveling at it changing the colours of leaves, or puddling in golden pools on the road, or merely piercing a cloud at the right sad moment in your life. and then you see the sun, even if you don't, because you see its sunshine.

*Get this straight, you know what I mean.


Well, now it's time for the 10 things list again.

And the lucky winner today is....... *drumroll*. . . . . . . . . Candis!

1. She is a great confidante.

2. She is very egoistical.

3. She is damn brainy.

4. She has super cool blog posts which I love reading!

5. She's cool.

6. her name. candis teo na na! I love alliterating names!

7. She's hyperactive.

8. She's cool

9. She's cool

10. And lastly, she's cool

* I can't think of anything right now! I'm sorry.

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There's this thing that's in the deep dwelling of my mind. I just can't get the whole lots of botheration out of my mind. I doubt everything will rest in the short time extent. That's not the first time she ever did that and she has made some unwanted decisions to make her life difficult. I wonder why.

Time flies, piles of work ain't finish. However, I'll be at my very best to get whatever that should be done on time. Moreover, responsibility is the word for all. =)

I've get everything done for tomorrow's activity and I do hope that everything would go on in a favorable way. Of course, the best thing is to gain profit. No matter how much or little the profit is. I WANT PROFIT! Cos I don't want to be the one who pay for the Sakae Sushi meal. *Yee Min, we got a deal, right?* ^-^"

Guess I'll have a feast with some close friends tomorrow. Really looking forward for it. lolls. Ok... Let's see what shall I do to kill time now? hmmm... I know... It's time for my 10 things list! Something I decided to get off Timmy' blog which he got off marcia's...

Today's lucky winner: *drumroll*... ... ... Pang Yong...

1. personality. Sure he may seem like a cold faced killer with no compassion the first time you meet him but hey, he's a wonderful loving human being =)

2. looks. great lookin guy, I have to admit...girls will melt in a few years time...

3. style. He's not flashy, he's not outrageous, but there's an aura around him thats uniquely Pang Yong!

4. temperament. One cool customer, it'll take quite alot to crack this cookie...

5. ultimate gentleman. Polite and living hope that chivalry is not dead...

6. compassion. Now there's something you don't see alot of these days in teenage men... But there's no shortage in good old sunshine!

7. sense of humor? Well that's a toughie but you gotta admit, when he's on a roll, its not too bad.

8. fun loving. When you're around me, you gotta be fun loving and he'll pass easy in that area..

9. sense of style. Always scores high with me... He ain't exactly loaded but hey, if you want good looks on a budget, he's the man!

10. the pyongyang! haha, he'll kill me for that, but its a trademark... Sorry mate ;)

Well, I'm off to watch MAD tv now... Later peeps.

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I'm having headache over the national day busking. The quotations and stuffs. Really giving me lots of troubles. Screw that...

Well, I've decided to let Jerena in charge of the drinks stall as I'll be working with my boys with the game's corner. *I trust that she will be able to do a good job as she has become my 'mini secretary'.* lolls..

I got back my physics paper today, 21/25... lolls.. On top of that, got back the weekly POA test paper last friday and I gotten a full marks for that. *woohoo~~~* However, I really really hope that I can do as well for other subjects. Especially my mathematics. Haiz.. And today, I nearly forget to return the phone to Jerena and I almost brought it home.. lolls. Sorry about that. What's more, I manage to change my name in her phone back to Christopher! ^-^

May peace be with you all!

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