Why do expectations always turn out to be disappointment?
Maybe you yourself don't know anything.
But I've eyes, I can see what you are doing!
Today is the third time, third time you make me feel totally disappointed.
Why? I just can't understand why you did that...
Is it out of fun? Or is it out of anger? Don't you know what's anger management?

Maybe in your mind, a time is never enough. You go for twice.
I'm totally lost now. Because of your action.
You are not the girl I used to know.
Ask yourself, what have you become? A nasty thug?
It hurts deeply into my heart, with all those action you've made.
I love you. I really love you. I can even give up my life for you.
Maybe it just need a second for you to realize your mistake.
But when will that second come? I wonder.

I love you with all my heart, but because of all this, you made me a fool.
Do you know that you gave me a very good impression at the first time I see you?
However, I don't judge a book with it's cover.
I found out more about you.
I know you are a very well-behave girl.
You know how to show care and concern towards all your friends.
You are cheerful, not like those bitches who always give a damn face.
I'm not in love with your appearance. I'm in love with your characteristic.
You are so graceful and beautiful.
That's why I'm in love with you.

But now, what you have done just makes me feel that I'm blind.
It is because you've prove to me that I've judge you wrongly.
Frankly, my happiest moment in life were during the December holidays in 2005.
Especially on every Tuesday. That's when we will go out and have fun together.
On your birthday, we went to sentosa, having fun.
Rmb I gave you a ride on the bicycle?
That was my happiest moment ever.
I'm so touch. You looked so happy and enjoy.
Nothing make senses anymore at that moment, except you.
But I know, happy moments will always have an ending.
So I don't dare to think too much.
When we sited on the beach, admiring the blue moon,
I finally realize what is romantic.

Rmb the birthday presents I gave you?
I gave you a pencil box with all the stationeries inside,
A bracelet with your name on it
And a box of chocolate.

I gave you a pencil box because I rmb that you told me you don't have one in your bag.
If I just give you a pencil box, it is not sincere enough.
So I bought all the neccessary stationeries for you too.
It was because I want you to know how observant I am.

Rmb I asked you what's your nick name?
Because I wanted to engrave it onto the bracelet.
But at last, I engraved your name.
Why did I buy you a bracelet?
It is because I want you to remember me whenever you put on that.

Why did I buy you a chocolate?
It was because I know chocolate can express love.
I'm hinting you something, but I know you won't understand it at last.

After that, you asked me not to buy such expensive stuff next time.
You told me that you are very touch.
Well, I'm impressed for what you've say.
It was because I know you appreciated what I've done for you.
You're just so different from other girls.
It is because, they will surely ask for more next time.

All I wanted is just giving you a wonderful birthday.
I really hope that it could become a part of your memories.
But is it so? It seems like you've forgotten everything.

I just want you to be happy.
I just want to see you smile.
I'm willing to give up everything for you.
But I know you will not appreciate it at all.

You make me feels like heaven, at times
I love you and I really do.

But after today, what will be my feelings towards you?
I can say that it is definitely disappointment.
2 years, I've love you for 2 years. Do you know?
But it seems like you don't give a damn for that.
I'm a clown in the end.

Maybe now, I should reminisces the past and learn how to forget you.
No point waiting for something which will never turn out to be right?
Maybe it take days to forget you, maybe it take months, maybe years,
Maybe decades or even at the very last moment of my life,
I'll still love you how I used to be.

Loving and adoring you truthfully always.