Hi guys! I'm finally back! After busying for days overseas, finally back home! Hahas... Home sweet home... ^^

Days ago, i went out with Xin Yi.. Hahas... Anyway, she was my dear primary schoolmate. Nope... Actually she was my ex-classmate.. Yupps.. I find it quite impressive... Almost 6 years of friendship between me and her... Hahas... That day I actually went to her friend's chalet... Don't ask me how was it, it's cool... Yupps... Hmmm... I manage to make quite a number of new friends... Hahas... Have had a fun day.. Alright, an interesting day indeed! ^^

Went golfing with some close friends just now... I didn't play much today... I'm just slacking around with them... Tired... That's the reason... Halfway through, we went to have lunch nearby. Have fun after that... Yupps... After that, we went back to the club and continues to bash balls... Well, i'm quite impressed by my performance today.. I've finally tuned my swing. Three-quarter swing instead of a full swing. Slower and better-feel swing, further and consistent ball flight. Yupps.. That's what I wanted. But wishing for the better... ^^

I saw her today. Should say that this is the second time I saw her after graduation. The previous time was on the train last year. Hmmm... What should I say... Hmmm... She still remain the same as last time i guess? I mean her physical appearance... Hmmm... No.. I think she grown taller le... Hahas.. *claps* Yupps... That's her physical appearance, but don't know about her characteristic. Glad to know that she's fine.

Hmmm... What should I say... Hmmm... Some may think I'm crazy when they know I like her for such a long time. About 4 years I think.. I mean, in the past. However, of course, it will definitely have their reasons for them to fall in love with someone. For me, to be in love with her, it's definitely gonna have my reasons. Mainly because I've saw the good points in her. And hopefully without knowing the other side of her.. However, in other people's perspective, her good points may turn into a bad one. So people out there, i mean if anyone, please don't criticize her. It is because you may not know her and never judge a book with it's cover. Like what i've said, there are reasons why i'll fall for her, i mean, i like her for such long period, ( 4 years is equivalent to about one-third of my life ) must have a reason in it. So please, it doesn't really reflect good to others or to me if you criticize someone i like.

*During these few days of ignorant and thoughts, i finally come to a conclusion. I mean, i finally understand... I guess we really came from 2 different worlds. We are totally different. You have your way of living and i've my style of life. We are so different. Example, whatever that can content me, that doesn't make you smile and when you're laughing at something, i don't feel it's funny at all... You're going for simple life, but that's what i can't give you. It's because i've already used to the type of life i have now... After so many things happened recently, i know we're drifting apart. Although I get to know you more, but you're not longer the girl i used to know. I can't lie to myself anymore. Forget it... Till then, my feelings for you will still remains. However, I think i'll choose to give up cos i know that we were not meant for each other.