But why? I just want to know the reason. I'm feeling very very bad now. Forget it. Forget all about it. I don't know. I really don't know. Don't know! Can't think of anything now. I really, really, really feel like leaving everything behind and just walk away. Just walk away. Don't gonna give a damn anymore. No way. Why does all this gotta falls on me? Mr Fate and Ms Love, I think you've found the wrong person. Please, walk out of my life. Please. Won't you just leave me alone? Please. Please. I'm sick and tired. Enough from all this, enough to confess my hatred. I'm nothing. I just want to be nobody but an ordinary person. An ordinary person who leads a simple life. Not going for position nor wealth. They're useless in a sense, they just can't make me happy at all! No. Not gonna be. I'm running away from reality. Entering an illusionary world where no one could hear nor see me. By then, I'll scream. Screaming. For whatever it has been done, I'm a melancholy man after all. Forget it. Just forget about it. It just won't continue. Nope. Would the last one out, please shut the door for me. No no. Guard the door for me please. Guard the door of my heart, not letting anyone in nor anyone out. And my heart will locked up, for days, for months, for years, for decades and till the day i die, it's still locked.