I'm pretty happy for the results I gotten. My weight dropped by an impressive 7 kg in 1 ½ month. I skipped meals, having only a light dinner everyday. I just hope that this will not damage my gastric... Why I do this? Hmmm... Does't have the need for me to elaborate, guess it yourself.

Well, as a reply to Sean, he said that almost everything on the page is about her. Yup.. He's right. Everything including the layout is all about her. Every single word here is meant for her. Every thoughts on my mind are all about her. All along, the girl I love is her. She has never been replace before. But will she knows? Even if she knows, will she give a damn?

All my doubts are clear now... After days of thinking, I finally understood. But should I feel happy for the outcome or should I feel upset?

I walk around the streets so blue
Just to see the sight of you
A word from you
Keeps my moments very true
I wish I could keep you here
But my emotion with you is only fear
If the guy that stole your heart would just disappear
I would show you no fear
I know this is hard to explain for it to even sound true
But the only thing keeping me alive is a
Word from you

* Written during recess today when I saw her queuing up for drinks.