Do you know why I'm afraid of the way you feel about me? You think I've got nothing better to do and ask you if you're angry with me? I just want everything back to normal. Just like how we used to be. I know that's impossible. But at least I tried.. Have you? I know that you won't and will not even give a damn. I didn't blame you. It's all my fault. I started all these. You should be furious, for what I've done. If you don't, I'll find it weird.

You may be wondering, since I said I love you so much, why didn't I ask you to start a relationship? It's not because I doesn't have the courage. It's not because I fear that your answer will be negative. It's because of myself. I find that what we were now will be better. Stay as friends, give you supports, as a friend. And I also understand the situation you're in now. There's many things to worried about for a partner of the opposite sex. I just can't overcome it. All I ask for now is just to being your best friend who can give you support, console you when you're down and help you to the fullest when you need help.