I just found out something... It's damn damn damn FUNNY!!!!! The funniest joke I ever heard in my life!!! I'm now laugh-to-death!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Approach me if you're interested to know... ^^

Hahas... Enough of the laughter... Okay now, what are memories? It's something that you'll remember it for life. Memories can be forgotten but can never be erase. But, of course, there will be good and bad memories. When we look back or reminisce the past, both good and bad memories will strikes our mind. When good memories strikes you, you'll feel pleasant. However when bad memories strikes your mind, you'll be bloody damn bummed out.

For me, when I reminisce the past, almost everything is pleasant... Good memories! Looking back on the things we've done together, the times we having fun together, the times when you're down and I tried my best and cheer you up and many many more. However, these are the memories that freaks me off.

Ya... We are having good times, in the past... SO WHAT??? Memories are useless. It only gives you an illusionary feeling and makes you an idiot. Memories makes you high-spirited at the very moment but after that, you've got no choice but to face the cruel reality. Bygone are bygone. It'll never happen again. Not now, not in the future.

I really envy the guy that you like. He is so fortunate. But the sad thing is, he doesn't know how to appreciate. Because of him, you were depressed. Because of him, you look sorrowful. Because of him, your admirable smile were gone. How I wish I could be the one to cheer you up. How I wish I could be the one who pull you out of the blue. How I wish I could be the one to make your smile lighten up across your cheeks again. But do I have the chance to be "the one"?? I really don't know, DON'T KNOW!!! I'm wondering........ You're the only one who can answer my doubt.

Should I forget you and everything that happened in the past? Or should I be longing and wait for something which will never turn out to be? I really don't know... I really can't stand it anymore!!! I'll go crazy soon...