Sorry guys for not updating the blog for a long time.. I'm very busy due to the tight schedule... 6 more days to the competition... I'm preparing and practicing hard for the competition... It's kind of significant to me and at the same time, I must make my school proud. Imagine, during the morning assembly, the principal speaks proudly into the microphone, "I'm glad to announce that one of our student came in *wadever* in the recent inter-school golf competition... He's the only golfer in our school and blah blah blah..." Hahas... I'm some kind of ambitious... Wadever... As for now, I really have got no time to do other stuff... I even have to help a friend to write a testimonial using my phone instead of the computer... Pathetic yeah?

Examinations were over... Time to relax and at the same time, pull up our socks and buck up... Got back the results for all subjects except for English... Well, how to describe... Hmmm... For the subjects I've pass, I passed with flying colours. Those I've fail, I failed them badly... What the..... ..... ..... .... ..... ...... However, I'm surprise that I actually score a distinction for my Physics and Chemistry... Impressive yeah? ^^

Also, I'm in good mood recently... Ya... I know I gotta stop the endless thoughts for her... Which then could makes my life better... Fallin` in love with someone is so damn damn damn hurt ya? I would rather play golf for 12 hours everyday and do whatever that I wanted to do in the holidays than having sorrowful thoughts for her... I really can't go on like this. No matter how much I do or say or show or whatever it could be done, I know the outcome will still be the same. The outcome will be bloody "cruel" I guess? But no matter how hurt or cruel it is, it's better than longing for something which will never ever turn out to be in the entire life. Some kind of sick and tired for this kind of feelings.

Somehow or rather, I'll get use to the days without her.

* My wishes for the time-being:

. Forget my deepest love I ever had with her.
. Finish in Top 10 in the upcoming competitions.
. Acheive better academic results in the next semester.