After so many things happened in the past few weeks, I finally realized something. I don't need anyone in my life. I don't need friends. Well, I guess I can handle everything by myself.

I've a goal for my life now. I want to keep you out of my mind. By then I'll forget you slowly bit by bit and hopefully, entirely. I've tried my best to forget you. However, I failed. Perhaps, I'm loving you more and more each day. I know things can't go on like this. I'll definitely go crazy one day.

Saw you being so depressed on my birthday, I guess that guy really hurted you deeply? I'm blaming myself, I really have got no idea to cheer you up! I'm stupid, I'm an idiot. I can't even make someone I love impress. Haiz... But I really don't know what else can I do and say.

It's okay to ruin my birthday.. I don't mind... As long as you're happy. But I guess I won't celebrate my birthday ever in my life again.

I'll try to treat you as a friend from now onwards. However, I think my feelings for you will never change and will never fade away.. Not now, not in the future. Memories may fade, I'll stay. All alone I shall stay. And from tomorrow onwards, I'll train hard for my golf. That's the only passion I have towards now. I'll prove myself by finishing within Top 10 in the upcoming Inter-School Golf Competition. And I will not neglect my studies also. I'll try my best to get into Top 10 position in the class too... Well, the motivation for these commitment is you. And you'll keep me going forever.

For you, I'll achieve it. Thanks for giving me the sweetest memories in my life. No one shall enter my life again. You'll be the last. You're all I never forgotten. Take care and all the best in everything you do. Hope you have a happy ending with him.